Happiness only real when shared

I hate swimming alone

"If I get out of California, I'm going back to my home state.
To tell them all that I made a mistake..."

Not really... I just haven't met friends yet. I had a blast with J, who just visited. I have nothing better to do, so I've focused my life around work and he had to watch How I Met Your Mother while I was working late and too tired to hang after. I'm wasting away my youth.